The Year I Remember

It has been almost two years since I left my old school. I have never felt better about myself and my life until these past few months. The other day was the first time I had sex sober and actually wanted to. I know that sounds sad, but all my past experiences I have either been drunk or high and not really in the right mind set. There is this guy I am truly interested in and have been for awhile now, but my anxiety usually gets ahead of me and makes me overthink things. With my anxiety, I either overthink things or not think at all and tend to over talk or say the wrong things. I don't want to mess whatever it is between me and him.